Tuesday, October 24, 2006
i cant fall aslp again and again
could anyone help me stop the time.
let me breathe awhile then continue it.
please.
i'm dying..
i cant sleep..
my mind keep spinning and spinning~
make it stop!! STOP!!
why those 2006 sucks so much?!
WHY?
make it so tough 4 me to breathe
my heart hurts,
again and again.
i jus wish for a simple life.
eday i go home,
i wish i hope
i can see my grandma being v.healthy
my mum watchin tv
my dad there crapping
my sis der being fierce
my bro been super lame
me smilin at all of dem
feel happy frm within.
is it so diff to give me all these??
SO MANY THINGS ARE PILING ON ME.
so tiring to carry dem.
i just wish to have someone here for me to hug, to cry, to lie.
this sucks. life sucks.
GO ON TREATING ME LKE I HAVE NO FEELINGS
GO ON CRASHING MY WORLD AS IF ITS NT ENFF
GO ON SLASHIN MY HEART
do whatever you all want to make me.
i lost my confidence, my faith.
WHATEVER IT IS.
FORGET IT!!!
GO AWAY.
hearts, STEPH
2:20 AM